A semi-regular accounting of Christopher J. Arndt
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Wednesday, December 03, 2003 I feel like death Wake up at 7:40. 9:40. 12:22.Get up at 12:30? I meant to wake at 6:30 AM and get up ten minutes afterward. I got up in the afternoon. I wasted my morning and it vanished. The rest of the day just got wasted somewhere. I feel like death swirling in a pot. Liquid poured into a crusty mold. I have a headache; I haven't eaten since three in the afternoon; I have stuff due Thursday and at 5 PM Friday. I'm tired and I have barely done anything yet. This is not my ideal situation. I hate this situation. I will make this situation my own. I have burnt time like paper. I need more time. I have been granted amazing bits of grace and mercy but I did relatively poorly on CSE because I couldn't wake up in time to do the work. This work I'm awake for but hardly energetic... and I lack a crucial bit of knowledge in formulating certain bits of the work. posted by Chris Arndt | 2:02 AM |
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